2009 has been single-handedly the worst year of my life. I'm crossing my fingers, toes, and eyes that 2010 will bring the material needed to fill in the potholes this last year has left. I've been focusing on having a [more] positive attitude, attempting to trust again, and just breathe and be. People I love(d) may betray me, but I will not betray myself.
I am very thankful for my dear friends who stuck by me through this long year of heart ache and pain. Even though those many times where i was so angry and couldn't shut the tears off (i honestly could have watered a garden with my weeping this year) they were there.
I've made up my mind, 2010 is going to be an Evergreen-year. Cheers to a happy, healthy, rewarding & safe 2010.