2nd chances x infinite

I find the map and draw a straight line
Over rivers, farms, and state lines
The distance from A to where you'd B
It's only finger lengths that I see

I touch the place
Where I'd find your face
My fingers in creases
Of distant dark places

I hang my coat up in the first bar
There is no peace that I've found so far
The laughter penetrates my silence
As drunken men find flaws in science

Their words mostly noises
Ghosts with just voices
Your words in my memory
Are like music to me

And miles from where you are
I lay down on the cold ground and I
I pray that something picks me up
And sets me down in your warm heart


Dear Peacock,



today i wrote 2009 in my checkbook..

for years i only had to adjust to writing one new number.. now it's two. my brain cannot get into this rhythm..

10 things i did today:
1. had a "green goodness" from bolthouse
2. ate quiche for lunch
3. bought new music
4. drank a pepsi.. and regretted it
5. ran into stephanie @ michaels
6. cried
7. drove my "new" car
8. watched oprah with jannali (over facebook) @ 1 AM
9. thought
10. wore green shoes



one, two, three

happy 1st sunday of the year.

new ward (maybe). new time (8:45 - yuck). new start to 2010.
made these images tonight.. realizing more and more that my processor is too slow for photoshop. might be time to get that macbook pro!

sunday naps are nice:
keylime pie is better.



Unleash intuition

"hope is the feeling that you have that the feeling that you have isn't permanent." -jean kerr

Today my horoscope [Scorpio] is:

You need to unleash your intuition today -- it's more powerful than ever! Try not to think too hard about what you want and just follow your instincts, and you should find yourself doing quite well.

-went to lunch with jason today - had a good talk. bought some new christmas decorations for next year. attended the sale at pier 1. blogged. the end.



happy 2010; day 1.

went shoe shopping.
it made me smile.
got some emerald green,
sweet leopard,
and shiny black 5 inch.

happy 2010.