7/23/10

uno momento, por favor.

panning for dreams.. crazy as it seems.

11 happy things:

baby kittens
anthropologie sales
finding new music before anyone else
nice people
adventures
perfect fit jeans
free anything
photographic inspiration
true friends
accomplishments
new shoes

-s

video of the day:
everybody knows - ryan adams


7/21/10

Farther versus Further - it's personal.

bubble dreams, bubble dreams.

 i still feel like i'm missing a rather large piece of me.

it's like i have misplaced something, or that i missed out on something. i feel like my mind is clouded and i am confused, and at times.. well, i feel crazy because i cannot logically make sense of what i think and how i feel; what i want, or what i need.  

i feel uncomfortable talking about myself, my hopes, dreams, and accomplishments.
i am tired.
i am aching for pieces of a dream,
i can't even pinpoint what it is i want.
it's frustrating; i am frustrated.  
i am afraid to actually want something, again - like my bubble will be popped.

i am terrified. a lot.

reset me.
-s
peace wanted: $50 reward.

7/20/10

beach dreams


sometimes i have things to say that cannot be said;
at times i feel things that cannot be shared;
and every so often, i open up.

now and then it happens in my art;
regularly in lyrics of songs;
and periodically at the right time it should.

it is rare that i pen personal things here anymore;
but just for today,
i have to say..
that i am blessed to feel ok today.

-s
** thank you to the people who inspire my life on a daily basis **